Hey pals,
Had a rough few weeks.
My mum passed away from cancer the other week and it's just devastated our unit.
I consider myself a tough bloke, but it breaks you when you have to discuss these sort of things with your kids.
We're only a small family, and we promised mum neither of us would leave her side, which meant my dad, my brother and myself were by her side 24/7.
It was so hard, because it meant we were doing shifts and we couldn't all be there at the same time. It was downright frightening being there at 3am and afraid to take a piss in case something happened.
I now support assisted dying, in her final days she just wanted to go, couldn't talk, eat, drink or even get comfortable.
I wasn't in the room when she passed, it was her sisters birthday, and they were having cake outside her room, my brother was there. I was resting up for my shift, same with my dad. I got the call and was there within 5 minutes, she was still warm.
In saying that, I was so happy it happened when it did because alot of family were nearby, and it would have killed me if it happened in the middle of the night when I was all alone.
Call or text your parents and tell them you love them.
This didn't come as a surprise, she was in remission and it came back on Xmas eve 2021, and they have her 2 years.
We farewelled her on Monday and I was shocked and humbled by the people giving us support.
If anyone is going through something similar, you 100% have my support and sympathy.
Cancer is absolute **** of a disease. **** cancer